Friends don't hurt each other.
What was she thinking?
Where was her head?
She knew I liked him!
Yet she still had the nerve to tell me so!
How dare she?!
How dare I?
How dare I let her take him?
I hate myself!
I hate her!
After all our friendship,
She had the nerve to date him!
Why do I act like everything's fine?
It's slowly tearing me apart inside!
I want him!
She has him...
And yet, I am happy for her.
Happy to see her smile,
Happy to see the joy she gains from holding his hand,
A hand that might have been mine to hold...
I love her.
I love him!
But I am just his friend.
Will he ever know how I feel?
Could I ever win him away from her grasp?
Would that make me a traitor?
She's a b****
I feel like far less...
I hope that she may drown in her guilt.
