XxLoved The Dad She Never HadxX

It seems like just yesterday you walked out on us
as soon as i saw that face memories came pouring back
14 years, 14 long years not one word
You walked out that front door leaving your baby girl

And then the next time I see you it's in a casket
looking up at me with a face so much like mine
You wrote me a letter, trying to say your best goodbye
Signing, Loved the dad you never had

While at 2 you told me you loved me right before you walked out
14 years later you write Love you
Just minutes before you pulled that trigger
It really makes a girl wonder when you do things like that

You knew you where leaving, But yet still.....
You didn't come see me, 14 years dad....
I was only 2, must i really say more?
You had me in tears for a man i don't even know

My tears not really for you, But for hopes I've had for so long
of mommy getting better N daddy coming back
of having a real family with parents who care
When you died, my hopes died right along with you daddy

~*Writing this poem took a lot of courage and even more courage to post it, but i really want to know what you guys think, and yes this is true my dad committed suicide and wrote me a letter right before he did. He had just gotten out of jail and said he could take it. But anyway I went to his funeral and found out i have a little brother, kinda looks like me, but yeah I'm happy i found out he was out there and that he had it a little easier then me....and oh yeah sorry about all that if you didn't want to read it...lol well please vote n comment I'll do the same for you*~