The life I live

Blamed for everything
I stand alone
Seeing no future
I have lost all hope

Wanting to be needed
I try to make imperfection
Being ignored
I beg for attention

Throwing it all away
I see regret inside
I should chase my dreams
But instead they hide

Leaving behind my greatness
I become a stranger
To the very one I love
I put my heart in danger

I push everyone away
No one would understand
I ignore you
When you try to hold my hand

It's not so easy
To need someone else
When for so long
You've been by yourself

It's a new feeling
Scared to need you to live
Always held a grudge
Now I have to learn to forgive

Mad at the world
For one person's mistake
You are my sanctuary
Where I don't have to be fake

But you don't see it
As much as I try
It doesn't reach you
As much as I cry

This is me
This is what I have to give
This is me
This is the life I live.

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