I'm Scared

I sit back and watch myself
with hands going wild
the only thing i can think of
is how i sound like a child

i am scared, to be honest
scared of what we can be
scared of me loving you
and you not loving me

I'm scared of the way i felt
when i woke next to you
crying from a dream
the relief just so true

I'm scared of telling you
just how you make me feel
what is it that you do,
that makes me believe it's real?

I'm scared of the person i was
how i kept my emotions at bay
that when i had met you
that person faded away

I'm scared of losing you
of getting lost myself
scared that when your done with me
you'll store me back on my shelf

but what I'm scared of most of all
beyond love, beyond pain
I'm scared of the single fact
you could not feel the same