Cuts So Deep

Never meant to cut so deep
But the blood won't stop coming
The cuts are like a burning fire
The red so vibrant and stunning

I never meant to bare these scars
I thought they would fade away
But their still brighter than ever
Their brighter than yesterday

Each smile is a bigger lie
But the truth I can't stand to live
What would happen if I just gave up?
And it was my life I chose to give

The scars spell out my nights
The nights spent alone
They tell of my burning love
And the pain that has grown

I try a new beginning
But it just promises a bitter end
I guess there's no happily ever after
I guess there is no friend

I ignore the blood and cries
And tear into my wrist
Deeper my heart screams
Harder pushes my fist

I ignore the cries that escape me
Ignoring the pain that forces me to the floor
There is no more shallow breath
As footsteps rush through my door

No tears are lost
And now words are said
No one is really surprised
That I ended up dead

Samantha
Written in Blood
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