Baby, Since that Day

As I took that drink,
My safety i did not think...

All I thought was just a couple more,
And i'll be stumbling on the floor...

I did not do this to be in the "crowd",
i did it to blow away this dark hovering cloud...

And for those few hours,
My fate on this earth, I hungrily devoured...

And when we go for all our "joy rides",
The driver is obviously committing multiple homicides...

The one i loved was killed like this,
The sweet touch of her lips,I will forever miss...

But that night it became clear,
You had submitted your life for a damn 40oz. beer...

When I think about that night,
I remember we had gotten into a drunken fight...

It was the most heartbreaking thing seeing you die,
I even saw your spirit spread wings and fly...

I never even got to say goodbye,
Now, everytime i think about it, I break down and cry...

The only thing that comforts thee,
Is that I will be with you, and you with me...

Some days i wonder if God is even awake,
Because he has just stolen my one and only soul mate...

They say God works in mysterious ways,
Baby, I haven't had a drink since that very day...

Please post comments, makes me feel better if you can relate or jus like it...