Two

I've spent so long forgetting,
tried putting it all behind.
but now it's back to haunt me again,
and you act as if I'm blind.

Did you really think that it was OK?
did you really think I'd be fine?
I've always known you were like this,
but never thought you'd cross that line.

I see you every day now,
your fingers in her hair.
you lean in close to listen,
devoted, you watch that stare.

a brush of hands tells me you want him,
your lies imply it's more.
your whispers display affection,
your defenses make me sure.

I'm sorry that you hate me,
but there's nothing more that i can do.
I've said all that I'm gonna say,
so now it's up to you.