February

It's February at last,
forever waiting in the past.
A month of joy for some,
but a month of pain for one.
We began talking,
you knew I liked you,
and I hoped you liked me too.
Then the day came and you asked me out.
I said no, confused if I really should.
February 12th was that dame day,
and it ended with our first kiss.
Then the next day a good friend of mine told me to say yes.
February 13th was our special day.
I woke up the 14th excited to see you,
you filled my heart in two.
That hug, Oh I can never forget,
Knew I would not regret.
February 17th I knew it was true,
I would be forever in love with you.
Everything was good until April 14th.
When I almost lost you.
May 13th would be our last anniversary together at school,
but it felt good to fall sleep lying next to you.
Another fight on June 4th let me to believe it was happening, our downfall.
July 19th I will never forget,
We left everything we knew behind,
The love then inclined.
School started everything grew harder.
Not knowing an old relationship would flare up again.
I should have left you then,
like I had planned.
I was so stupid.
We fought more and more.
November 13th we tried but nothing rekindled.
The 21st you broke our love off and now it's February.
You'll never know the pain you caused me,
cause it's as far as the eye can see.
I understand there is a hope for the future,
but all I need now is a friend.
Oh, it's all in the past,
too bad your love for me didn't last.
I miss you and wonder if you will ever miss me like I do?
Oh it's February once more,
but the pain you have cause me has left me increasingly sore.