Could You??

I can't believe how stupid I am,
for letting you go,
I loved you more than anything,
and I think you did too,
I sacrificed so much for you,

I want you so badly,
its like no other feeling,
when I think about not loving you,
I begin to feel sick to my stomach,
it's unbearable to think what it would be like without you,

the reason why I was treating you like crap,
is because I was only thinking of myself and how I missed my friends,

I didn't realize I was doing that to you,
till it was to late,
So I am the one to blame,
for the hearts breaking,

including my own,
the fights,
I blamed them all on you,
I want to say one last time I am sorry I've been like this,

I want to be with you,
could you make me happy again,
like you used to?