I hate how..

I hate how you dont care
Whenever hes around

How you lie to everyone,
Even yourself

How you know youre losing me
But cant bring yourself to care

How you act so fake
Happy then depressed.

How you cant seem to decide
Whether you want to run and hide
Or be with your preppy friends
Dominating everyone around you

How you always say
Youll be there,
But arent there
When I need you the most.

But most of all...
I hate how I cant go on
Without my bff
How life seems so hard without you,
but even harder with you.
How I cant seem to tear myself away
No matter how hard I try

I hate how Im so lost,
So confused.
I wish you cared enough to tell me
What I should do.