I miss the old you

I cant even talk to you anymore
Its so akward, so confusing.
You dont seem to care
Unless its about her or him.
And most of the time its not.
I wish i had my best friend
From last year,
Even the depressed one
Is better than now.
Kelsie agrees too,
Youve changed too much
We dont even know
How to be around you.
Its like youre too good now
That youre okay and we arent
I want it to be like last year
I could talk to you about anything,
Those deep dark secrets,
Or my biggest fears.
You listened and you cared,
But i always wonder,
Was that a lie too?
The attention you got
For being depressed
Is that all you were there for
Or were you waiting for him
To rescue you..
From us.