Just the happy girl

Shes just the happy girl
nothing gets her down
she sheds no tears
nothing can be said that effects her
thats what everyone believes because no one has seen her cry
but no one knows its all just a cover up
hiding her real feelings
because if she does that
she doesn't have to let anyone in
no one needs to know her insecurities
her fears
thats the way it has been for so long

but now its getting too much the tears just start falling
she has no control
cant stop them falling
all the years of hurt and lies come flooding back
she doesn't know where to turn
theres no one there to help her
so she shuts her self away until she can cry no more when she finds a way to end it all
and is left there lying on the floor