Nine Months

Nine months I have waited
Waited to see your face
Waited to hold you in my arms
To feel my heart race

Nine months I have waited
To watch you open your sweet eyes
To say look what I have created
To comment on your tiny size

But after Nine Months
Things didnt work out
You where born lifeless
All I could do was shout

Everything ive done in life I have failed
Everything I want to do in life I will fail
I couldnt even give birth to my glory
I cant even keep a male

But there is one thing that I can do
And I no that I do it right
I will love you with every step of the way
Even when I am in strife

I no your not here anymore
And im sorry I couldnt deliver
You my sweet still born baby
I will continue to cry this river