Back to my drawing board

Back to my drawing board
life is drowning me
see me cry
at loud for you
come back to me
these are my cuts of life
this is me bleeding inside

back to my drawing board
what have i done
big @$$ monsters are choking me
and my tries fall
blood drips from me
you think my nightmares are over
wait till i dream
these are my cuts of life
let me bleed alone

back to my drawing board
another beer down
let me sleep alone
in my years past
leave me be
my cheek's are wet
with water
my arms socked with blood
these are my scars
watch me die

back to my drawing board
one last time
i see you there
and i weep
for life with you
i throw my drawing board
out the door
my scissors in the trash
& hold onto you
let me cry in your arms
one last time