I'm here without yoU

I’m here without you…..

Got to change my answering machine because I’m now alone
It used to say that WE cannot come to the phone

Change the way I walk because I often imagined you were holding my hand
I got to sit in a wheel chair because you were there with me when I stand

Don’t leave me like this…no please not like this
My heart is so corrupted, black and bliss

One tear rolling down my face just wishing that you was still here
Why can’t someone just stab me with a spear?

Nothing seems the same as I stare out the window
For some reason it feels so much colder when the breeze blow

You were there for me when I felt so lonely
You were always like my mom that said
“Baby don’t cry, just come to me”

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I’m not even concerned about the movement or the stillness of the time

I know we can make it….. I just know
Things will get better as we go

Everything I know, everything I’ve turned out to be
Is all of you…so Sarah why can’t you see

I was like a naked hand, but you came and turned into my glove
Everything I did was of you, so it gets hard but it won’t take away my love

If you listen well you will hear my cry of agony
My tears of blood….…. please wipe them for me

Nothing makes sense anymore
Not even the pants that I wore

I’m here without you
Not the first time but this heart break seems so new

Would you please forgive me?
I don’t want to die tonight knowing that you hated me

I don’t know what else to do….
Because
I’m right here WITHOUT YOU

By CoLliN