Be me

Just once i want you to see
what its like to be me
when nothing goes right
try to stay alive with all your might
when you have never won
and you take care of everyone
you have never given in
so you resort to a pin
you feel like you will pop
you dont know how to make it stop
you wont resort to a knife
because you cant end your life
you have to many people to watch out for
and soon there will be even more
so how are you giong to fix it
before you are completely stuck in a pit