I can't trust my new beau,
I ignore the love he shows.
I keep on trying to fall in that
hole.
So I put on a face and play a role. lately I've been Sa,
A happy girl whose insides are raw.
with you, I had to pretend,
that there was nothing wrong, and that there was no end.
But Alex tells me to speak my mind,
with me he listened and was very kind.
When he asks me whats wrong it makes me want to cry.
I can't believe him when he says we'll be together, either for very long or until forever.
And that's exactly what you said, when we were holding each other, lying in bed.
Trusting people doesn't come easy with me.
Because of you, you HAD to cheat,
But I've gotta be strong,
And try to move on
Because losing my new boyfriend,
for me could possibly be the end
