My Friend And My Wish

Loving someone so deeply and not being able to have that one person your heart craves for. That one person you long to touch, to hold, to kiss so tenderly. He is my bestfriend, the one I have always turned to when I am down, the one to make me luagh when all happiness is gone. He is the one person who is always there for you when you are emotional and a wreck. But when you fall in love with that one person you cant have your whole world seems to be lost and turned up-side-down and you dont know what to feel, think, or do. so you just keep it all quite then when you find someone who loves you back that friend decides he wants a realtionship with you after you are engaged and found the man of your dream so you wait and dont say anything to that man who has been your best friend you whole life. your in love with someone who loves you back and you know its right so why ruin it by trying a relationship with your friend. but it is so tempting because your friend is everything you knew you could never have so its that chance of a life time to experience what you have always wanted but then agian its that risk of losing the man you love whole loves you the same. what to do but cry siletly in your own pain and dream of times when everything was easy.. to choose your friend is to choose the end of true love becuase you will lose the most impotant thing in you life and its hard to heal what is broken.

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