Will You Miss Me?

Would you miss me,
if perhaps,next time,
I cut
too deep?
Or take just an,
extra sip,
of that burning fire,
that numbs, the
Soul?
Would you miss me,
if I said,
goodbye,
before my time
was up?
Or let the
Blood flow,
just a little
too much?
Would you miss me,
if I took
that man made fire stick,
and put it
to my head?
Or let the tears
flow down my
face
and cry
until I'm dead?
Please tell me .
Would you miss me,
if for some,
odd reason,
my time gets cut short.
And the emotional
Pain,
becomes physical.
When water turns to
Blood,
and you have
to drink in Pain
to live.
When you have to
Suffer
to breath,
or Love me.
Honestly,
Will you miss me,
when I pop
the final painkiller
that doesn't
kill the Pain?
When I break the vow
I made
to quit hurting
Myself,
when they
Hurt me too?
Will you f...ing miss me,
when I'm gone
because I couldn't live,
Trapped in this
Asylum,
that is my mind,
and the
painful maze,
that is my life?