Why?

I wish you were right here,
instead of so far away,
but that night you just had to drink beer,
now you're gone and i think about you every day,

i know i wont see you until i die,
and go up to heaven with you,
why did you lie,
and have to die, too?

why did you drink?
and leave me here waiting
i need some time to think,
i have so much pain and now im hating,

im hating that you left me,
hating that you gave in to your friends,
people say i should just let it be,
thats just the way his life had to end.