It's My Turn To Die

Trying to sleep
thinking of u
remembering the day
that we were two

the fun we shared
the times we cried
and now to face hearing
that u died

it hurts so bad
to know your gone
thinking of u
all night long

of how u died
and seeing your grave
i am so jealous
that u were so brave

i cant believe u did it
with no holing back
the right technique
must b what i lack

Ive tried so hard
but always failed
i wish i were u
i wish i wouldn't bail

ill try harder next time
to join u where u are
no longer hiding the pain
or covering the scars

ill try tonight
y not right now
ill look at your wrist
i will learn how