Life Wasnt Meant For Me

My world is closing in, and Im helpless to stop it.
The people around me take no notice of my slipping from humanity.
I try to overcome the shadowy assailants in my mind,
but the omnipotent creations of my imagination overpower me.
There was only one safe place in this world for me,
And it was in her gentle, loving arms, which I will never be held in again.
This bitter world took her away from me, and Im next.
Lies, Betrayal, death and agony have claimed possession of my heart.
The poisonous air on this earth chokes only me,
And I am powerless to stop its murderous intent.
Terror has consumed my soul,
And I feel that Im no longer able to grasp onto reality.
I plunge further into this chaos that consumes me,
and I fear there is no escape.
I guess not all people deserve to live. . .

Because this world tore the life right out of me.