Where the Hell Are YOu?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

You left me,
You just walked away,
With out a word,
Where'd you go?

Where the hell you go?
When I need you the most?
disappearing from my grip,
Lost forever,

You said you would never go,
But yet your gone now,
I'll never know you again,
You broke your work and my trust,

I met you in a room,
You saw me, we talked,
Got along fine and good,
I fell for you,

Where the hell you go?
When i need you the most?
You broke my heart,
And left a puddle of blood,

I'm nothing just a pile of red blah,
How will I ever stand again?
How can i breath another breath?
Knowing that you left,

How can you do this to someone,
When you know for it feels,
The feeling of nothing,
The feeling of left behind,

Where the hell you go?
When i need you the most?
Disappearing from me and my life,
Forever, you pushed me in a dark conner,

Blind me from the sun,
And turn the lights on the way out,
You closed the door behind you,
Never flinched a bit,

As I screamed for you,
You locked the door,
And sallowed the key,
You never came back,

It's now been about four months,
I'm still stuck in the dark conner,
Screaming for you,
How will I ever get out?

Will you ever come back?
Will you bust down the door and save me?
Or just leave me helpless as can be?
Scared, crying, screaming, waiting,

I can't get sleep,
I'm sick to death,
Dead on the inside,
I really have no will to move on,

This darkness has over come me,
I have little hope,
To get out of here,
I think I'm doomed here forever,

I'm searching for the answers,
Wondering did I do this to myself,
Was this all my fault?
Did I cause this?

Where the hell you go?
When I need you the most?
I thought you cared,
I thought you wanted me,

I don't know if I'll ever get over you,
There are so many things that remind me of you,
How long will it take for me to say you walked away from me?

Where the hell you go?
When I need you the most?
Disappearing from my grip,
Lost forever.

I wrote this 12/23/05......I'm glad to say that I'm now over him.