Here Is Forever I'll Stand

I sit alone and cry out my pain,
And I think what did I do wrong?
What did I do?
To make you think that I didn't love you.
Maybe I should have been the one to question,
But I never did.
Because I was the one,
Who had faith.
So I'm writing this to you to tell you a little secret,
And this little secret will explain my reason for my path.
Someday soon I'll be outside your house.
Waiting for you to come out and talk.
I'll wait to see if you have anything to say,
Maybe even explain why you hurt me so bad.
Then right then and there I'll tell you my final good-bye.
Yes, right there in front of you.
I'll put that bottle up to my head.
And tell you how much I loved and cared for you,
Then I'll let the final tear I'll cry drop,
And then I'll pull the trigger,
And as I drop to my knees to die,
I'll blow you a kiss and whisper,
"And Here Is Forever I'll Stand"...