I wonder

I wonder at times does he really love me?
i wonder at times if he really loved would he hurt me?
i wonder at times if he really loved me would we argue like we do?
i wonder at times why i even bother to argue
i wonder why i waist my time on the phone when all we do is fight
i wonder at times is this really meant to be or is all just a fantasy
i wonder is this all just a dream or maybe its time for me to wake up to reality
i wonder if you really care about me like you say you do
i wonder if all of this that we through is for a reason
i wonder if you even know that i love you
i wonder if you know what your doing to our relationship
i wonder if you have counted all that nights that we don't talk
i wonder if you noticed how be busy you are
i wonder if you even noticed that were falling apart.