Since You Left

I'm trying not remember when u got up and let without saying u were u were going
you never told me that you were leaving me if you would of i would of never left
you out of my sight why is What i wonder at times do you know that i need you by me
do you know that i need your warm touch do you know that i miss your smile
do you know that i miss your laugh do you know that i lost it all when you left
you never thought me how to be without a second mothers love. every time that i look
back its hard to remember the good times cause just by thinking about you i start crying
as i write this my eyes are swelling up with tears every years gives another
and the good and the bad that didn't happen the the previous year and every time that a new year is about to hit
all i think of the months repeat all the months that your supposed be here celebrating with me and mommy
all the good moments that your supposed to be here through good and bad
don't get it twisted i have learned to accept gods decisions but my soul cant seem to let you go
my heart doesn't seem to want to comprehend the pain of being
without you all that i knows how to say how do expect me to forget the pain hen you never
thought me how to not be without
my senses none of them are working right in my heart since you left theres nothing left but a big hole thats will
never be filled by anybodies loves but yours.