Love Just The Same

Watch me stumble,
watch me fall,
hear me scream,
return the call,
mock me as i lay hurt,
laugh as i begin to cry,
how could i ever love you?
you seemed like such a nice guy,

but you proved to me,
that your kiss was an incision,
and that i can't stand your touch,
you were my wrong decision,
and i can't make things right,
because you've stolen my heart,
you've broken me in two,
i lay in ribbons torn apart,
is this what you wanted to do?

was this ever love,
or was it just for fun?
will this all end,
before it has begun?
you're eyes are like fire,
and they're creating my pain,
my tears are a weakness,
nothing but a hopeless rain,

with your kiss of scissors,
will you cut out my heart?
with your words of acid,
will you rip me apart?
as i lay in misery,
will you say that word,
that'll make me hate you forever,
but bring joy just the same,
because although we're not together,
our love won't be in vain,

but let your love be poison on my lips,
because you are why my heart rips,
and let you feel my sorrow and pain,
as you leave me full of shame,
your guilty pleasures haunt me,
and you can't even see,
that you're hurting me more,
by staying away,
and i don't know what to do anymore,
because i don't want these feelings to stay,

so gouge out my heart and take it,
yes I'm ready to quit,
there is no use in fighting you,
when i know what you're going to do,
my answer doesn't matter and my thoughts are acid rain,
because i keep on hating you but it is love in just the same.