Freedom

I lay on my bed,
staring at the wall...
wondering if u care at all,
I'm in a position where i feel like giving up...
I'm trying to stay tough,
but everyday u make it harder and harder...
I'm trying to stay strong,
But i feel so wrong...
when i get a image of you in my head,
I remember all the horrible words you said...
and i roll over and cry myself to sleep,
and all i can do is weep...
all the sorrow you've brought me,
makes me feel like you don't love me...
All these things i wanna know,
and i have a feeling your gonna say no...
I look at myself in the mirror,
and i wipe away all my tears...
I look for someone new,
someone not such like you...
Someone that cares,
and is always there...
Now I've found that i can be without you,
So there goes all of my blues and pain...
washed away down a drain,
All i need now is freedom...
I have the freedom to be free,
And thats what i am without you with me...