Battle

Seems like every time I try
to get ahead. I get pushed
1 step back.

When I think were actually
doing good and mending
our friendship.

Something happens, and
I get pushed back once again.

When can I do something,
and I wont get held back.
I'm tired of all these ups and
downs in our friendship.

All of this up and down,
is slowly making me
think If I want to continue
with this.

It seems like I can't
win this battle. Like
there is a brick wall
holding us from each
other.

Also it seems like
other people don't
want us to be friends
either.

I would love to get
pass that wall, and
be friends once again.

But I don't know If I can
do that. I don't know If I
can win this battle.

It seems like it is almost
impossible.

You tell me all this
stuff like I want to be
best friends, and sisters.

How can I believe that
you want to be sisters?

After what I know, it
seems like this battle
is a no way win.

written 2-13-06

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Dedicated: Amanda