Just Like The REST!

by April Chapleau   Feb 14, 2006


Written wen i was 19;

Barely breathing
Barely seing,
No strenght to fight
With you that night,
Remember the letter
Has it read:
"LET ME GO
LET ME BE DEAD!"
But you didnt listen
For which this means
My happiness you dont want in me.

Why am i still here alive
Why'd you come and save my life
A happy me
For once I'd see
And not a girl for misery
But you took that away from me
Now the urge has gone away
Intill i find more missin pain

Im mad at you
I hate you too
Dont love you anymore,
Take this as being true:
Stay away from me
Dont ever come close
You lied to me
You NEVER wanted to see me happy
You want me to suffer
And for things to never get better,
You laugh at me
Just like the rest
You talk *hit to me
Just like the rest
You *ucked with my heart
Just like the rest
My whole life this is wat
yall did best.

Deeply in love with suicide
Loved him for years
He's NEVER left my side
Whenever i need him
He'll always be here
With a knife or a gun
Or something to spare
He loves me for who i am
And everything he understands
You can never lie to him
Cause one day soon
Its him who'll win

You say youll never let me go
Therese take the time to know
The day will come where ill be free
Where ill fly high in happy wings
So give it up
Stop trying to save me,
You wont succeed
Cause suicide,
WILL NEVER BETRADE ME!

Dedicated to my foster mother who claims she loves me..but put me in da hospital so i wouldnt be happy!

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