Sitting here, not sure wat to write
After staying up all night
I try and figure out this life
But nothing comes to mind
Im sick and tired of all these lies
They promised me a better life
But all's i want is suicide
My only place thats left to hide
All my life i've cried and cried
And all they did was lied and lied
Now I have to live this life!
A little girl is all I was
Now im in to all these drugs
Im not scared to overdose
I really need death to come close
Im not meant to live and grow
*uck this life just needs to go
So wat comes next?
I need to know
Will I ever
Have family to show?
A mom and dad
Who'll love and care
And words of truth
"I will be there"
Accepting this
Again im scared
Incase another
Heartbreak spares
Moving on
Means living strong
And thats where i cant
Seem to fall
I have no dad
Nor see a mom
I guess its cause
I dont belong
To being happy
With a family
As well as I
I know you see
That suicides
The best for me
So here it goes
This lonely soul
So happy now
It got control!
