The interior of the heart

There is a sadness that floods through my soul
I runs through my veins, it makes me whole
I worry and cry through out everyday
I think my life, isn't worth living this way

The lies I do tell, of the end of this pain
The promises I make, just get broken again
Thoughts from my mind, cry through my tears
The hate I have felt, lasts through out the years

The love that I feel, just gets pushed aside
The feelings I have, just can't hide
The scars on my skin, make me fear my past
The thoughts, that run through my mind fast

The lust I do have towards one of you
The cuts that you see, are what you do
No point in loving you, its just a waste of time
But I know from experience to feel love is no crime