Losing my Love

I'm a lonely painter who lives in a box of pain
Expecting a new day that is about to come
Emptiness makes me feel unable to loose the chains
And run away from this place that I shall never call home

A lot of pictures had been painted but I don't know why
A black and white portrait shows how fake you used to be
Living in a mad world whose pleasure didn't used to mind
Chances were scattered as well as my dreams but you didn't even see it

A handsome blue-eyed man riding a white courser will never exist
The snow will never fall in your desert garden whose flowers never grow up
I'm losing all my love I had – don't want to be another lover in your list
Don't look for me because I'll have already forgotten you for sure

Thought that I heard you call my name
In a million miles away from my mind
Where a bitter memory will always cause shame
Fake feelings and delusions will never pull out the roots of my life

The fire from my spark green eyes will never fade
The honey from my reddish lips will never drain
The perfume from my soul will never evaporate
My love feeds yours - that's why you can't take me out from your brain

I'm losing my love
Fading away swiftly
Melting away perfectly
Vanishing completely