Help from a friend

As I sit here at this desk
I begin to let things off my chest

Asking myself is it worth it
So for a little while longer I sit

Thoughts running wild in my mind
None of them are to kind

There once was a time I was happy
Now all that joy has turned sappy

I was a victim of many sins
Now I am trying to deal within

Theres so much pain how do I cope
Help me to not grab the rope

I am crying out to you my friend
Help me through this to the end

Attempts to kill myself i have done
Please don't let them know they won

For now I know what I must do
Is to get help from a friend like you

So here I sit with a empty mind
Thank you for being so very kind