I don't think that you understand the hell you put me through
you used to tell me you loved me day and day again..
but when you told me about this other girl, you crushed me..you killed me inside...i don't think you realize you did..but i hope you read this at least one time..i love you so much and you're the only thing that can put me back together..
i saw you yesterday, on valentines day, which all day i was thinking about you, and when i saw you i realized you were buying flowers for your new "friend"..
so please just realize..i will always love you and you're the only thing that can ever put me back together...
and when you start to miss me..remember you are the one who let me go, but i doubt you will ever want to loose your new friend...because you guys are probably now in love..
don't you remember just a few months ago, riding around in your brand new car, which i had to lie to my parents and tell them i was going on a walk, don't you realize that i would only do that for you??why didn't i tell you all that you meant to me, then maybe just maybe we would still be together, i messed it all up, like i do everything, would it be better without me? maybe next year when we're together you will realize that you love me and miss me..
I'm going to try really hard not to let you know you're killing me inside..but really you are..
worse than ever, valentines day was yesterday and it was the worst valentines day without you right by my side...whenever you realize that you love me and want me back, i will be waiting..
