Here without you...

After everything that we've been through.
I never meant to hurt you.
I spend everynight thinking about how much I miss you.
I take a look at what I've got.
I wish you were here, but your not.
Reality is a cold hard truth that I don't want to face.
Our memories will never fade.
I wish I could bring back the memories from then.
And do it all again.
I would change things to be better.
And I would forget it, never.
If I could bring back the smiles and the laughs.
And the time that we passed.
Everything that we used to do,made me smile.
Now it brings tears to my eyes.
I want a second chance to say things again.
I want to bring back the memories that we had then.
Relive them all.
Watch us rise, instead of fall.
I wish you were here with me now.
Maybe you could wipe these tears from my eyes.
I never meant to hurt you.
I love you.
And I miss you.
My dreams take me back to my memories.
And it goes over and over again.
I wake up in tears.
And your still not here.
In my dream I hold you close, I hold you tight.
I wake up and my knuckles are white.
Some nights I wish my dreams would come true.
I wake up and I'm here without you...