Wading through memory. upstream. i really just want to let go and allow the current to take me. looking back i see us then. so much different from how we are now. no sappy emails. just good times. good sex.
maybe i'm oversimplifying. i could be just a little fixated. but i think it would be good for both of us.
ask me one more time what i'd like to do. and if i had the guts i'd just say... you.
or maybe even to just sit and talk a while. drink a few while floating on cool waves of calming music. rub your neck. your shoulders and back. do everything i can to make you forget all that stress.
i think of you then. and think of you now. and want so much to make it easier somehow. i want to be your sanctuary. you're escape from all those thoughts that weigh so heavy. i want to be your release. when everything else in your life is hard. i want to be your easy.
