The Mistake that I will Always remember..

I met you one summer day during a family vacation,
i had a boyfriend and obvious detecation,
you invited me and my cousin to your house for a \" good time \"
we all got drunk and boy were you mine,
i will never forget the guilt i had after you it was done,
i kind of hated you and wished you were gone,
the next day we packed all of of stuff and went off home,
my thoughts of you would not leave me alone,
i thought about you for the next two months everyday,
i never told my boyfriend cause i could not find the right words to say,
i would block out the memory of you everytime i would remeber,
until that sad sad day in november,
it was like you to drink and drive,
you never thought of the consequences,
you did it all the time,
you should of known from the beginning that it was not right,
i mean god, you barely got to live your life,
in a way i blamed myself for you death,
i willtry to work around it, i promise my best,
for everytime i wished you were never hear,
for everytime i was selfish and shed a tear,
i did not care about you, mostly just my relationship,
im so sorry ,
i guess this is my repay for it,
i hope your happy up there smiling down,
your loss was huge in that small small town..

* TRUE STORY *
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