Unspoken Thoughts...Depths of My Heart

Must we always endure these hardships?
Drama must keep going on
God will catch me when I slip
When all the sanity of life is gone

I wish I'd shown how much I loved him
Torn in disappointment still pretending I don't care
Standing in the shadowed background
Carefree smile I must now wear

Emotions swirling in my mind
Overpowered by one called love
Let my stressed out self unwind
Calmly soothed by God above

To me your closest brother, dearest friend
I'm trying not to let it show
Going crazy, trying make it end
But you'll never read this...never know.