Drunken love

Close my eyes
let the tears roll out
for the pain i feel

i look around
no one
nothing
except for hope
hope that one day I'll get out
out of this hell hold i call home

he sits on the couch
popping some pills
chugging some liquor
to make things go quicker

he sees my tears
he walks with heavy drunken steps
each one getting closer
but i cant move

a slap to my face
a punch to my stomach
i fall

fall flat on my face
with blood shot eyes
i cant run to hide
so i just lay there and die