When I close my eyes to die
No one will be sad no one will cry
I live a life of pain a life of suffering
No one understands no one knowas my meaning
Before I depart
I will let you see into my heart
Hell is were I live
Where no one knows how to forgive
Pain is what I see
Where can the other feelings be
Screams are what I hear
And they are not caused by fear
Blood is what I feel unfutanitly it is real
Suffering is how I move around
Yet nothing but suffering can be found
Lonelyness is what I feel deep inside
But all my feelings I decide to hide
So when I am gone
Carry my memory on
Let what I have said
Carry on even thow I am dead
