Ana

It sees me fat and so do i
not eating day after day is what i strive
trying to be skinny is a chore
binging and purging more and more
looking in the mirror constantly on the scale
so sickly looking it makes me pale
thats my goal to not be fat
id rather look like a door mat
then to have fat on my body
preferably i want my ribs to show
alls i want is my weight to go down low
gaining weight is something i despise
ill be ana for as long as i have to,
even if it isnt wise
i know its bad to starve yourself
but being skinny is a sucess i need to achieve
loosing weight is something ill acomplish, i belive
eating again is hard for me
when being thin is what i need to be
healthy or not it feels good
during school i can hear my stomach growl
i love knowing its tearing away my fat
skin and bones is what ill become
hopefully noone wil find out , especailly not my mum
watch wait and starve
while my fat gets carved
ana has taken control
and thats all i can say
all thats left to do it pray....