That guy..and that one day

I look into the eyes of stranger,

who's eyes convey so much love and laughter,

i don't know him but i can see that...he is just the kind of guy i want..

from his hair to his eyes and the way he works so hard..

u can tell he works for the things he wants in life.

how i long to have him hold me and Tell me i m beautiful

i torture my self hes so strong and adorable and can have so much more then me

I'm just water an d he probley wants wine.......

but i gaze at him , and wonder what its like for him

i wonder if he has fears and has he ever been hurt before

these are things i would like to get to know

but ill never get the chance he will be gone and ill never see him again

i feel god pushing me.. telling me to walk out to him

but i am too week

and my strength has nothing left to open my arms out to a guy

for my heart can no longer allow any one else in.......

its doors have been shut till the guy who can truly love me find me