Leave me alone,
Just go away.
I'll always hate you,
Day after day.
Can't you see you hurt me?
With all the lies you told?
Why did you leave me in the first place?
Why in the bitter cold?
You once said you loved me,
And I believed you.
It was a lie, wasn't it?
Now what am I to do?
You say I should forgive you,
But why should I do that?
You sucked my life away,
Like a selfish little bat.
" Come on, Baby," you said softly.
" I realy am sorry. Can't you just..."
" Just what?" I say.
" You're someone I can't trust."
You left me for her,
For your own selfish need.
What? Did I get boring?
Unfortunately, you agreed.
That night I cried,
Like I never did before.
Because before I knew this,
You were the one I adored.
I thought I could trust you,
Even to confide in.
But I was just another toy.
A toy you used time and time again.
Why was I the one to suffer?
Why is it always me?
What should I do,
About love hating me?
I can't take this,
Its happened too many times before.
I cried for him,
And now I will bleed because of him.
One cut here,
And one cut there.
Deeper and deeper in.
Without a single care.
Drip after drip,
Made by my blood-stained blade.
Losing focus,
As my world begins to fade.
The first to find me was my mom.
She just stared in shock and called 911.
She told them what she saw,
And told them what I've done.
The boy had heard what happened,
And rushed by to see.
Because unlike everyone else there,
He knew what did this to me.
He leaned over my body,
And began to tear.
Looked around, with blurred vision,
And saw a note near.
The note read his name,
Written in crimson red.
He unfolded it,
And this is what it said.
Have you learned your lesson,
You selfish little fool?
How not to use people like a tool?
This is what could happen,
What did happen.
How do you feel,
Being the one responsible for this ordeal.
I called you my guardian angel,
But if this is who God sent to watch over me,
Then, sorry, but I must say good-bye.
And all angels like you deserve to die.
So good-bye my love,
And don't forget.
Now, I'm watching you.
So don't do anything you'll regret.
