Not Another Day

God give me wings. Take me away.
Don't let me relive the pain. Not another day.
I'm sick and tired of all this confusion.
Its all a game..Either winning or loosing
Hard to trust anymore. Friends and even family
No one sees the things I see
No one goes through the things I do
I don't have it the worst, Ive heard more
But I still cant take it all in, Not now or before
Sometimes I don't know what to do.And I don't understand life
Looking both ways But continue to stare at the knife
I know I have to be strong so i try and let it go
Although its so hard and sometimes i have to tell myself no.
I'm not going back to the way i used to be
To where i let people walk all over me
I want to start over new and get shit straight
I don't believe in "its never too late"
So I'm leaving this at that and I'm wiping the tears away
I have nothing left to say. But God, Just..Not another day.