Wish i didnt know what love means

Repeated truths
of a fuzzy memory
i liked it before
when you loved me

broken heart
that is beyond repair
i liked you more
when you used to care

over cried tears
of a forever lasting pain
i liked the past
but i wouldn't do it again

empty promises
of things i thought would be
i liked being told
that forever was for you and me

faking of smiles
that reveal not a thing
i liked playing games
when i believed i would win

crying in the rain
to cover every tear cried
i liked it long ago
when i used to feel alive

mumbling hysterically
confused i don't understand
i liked when i had you
reaching to take my hand

alive but not living
numb, bitter and cold
i liked a lifetime ago
when secrets i wasn't told

cold harsh emptiness
mingled with shattered dreams
i liked the ignorant bliss
when i didn't know what love means