Frusteration and Confusion

Frustration and confusion
Swarm in my brain
As I silt my wrist
To heal my pain

A satisfying fix
It will have to do
Deeper and deeper
I clench the pain of you

So cold and sleek
The blade passes through my skin
So much hurt...
Flows out from within

While the Thoughts of this life
Stream down my cheeks
My strength and my confidence
Withers weak

I cant take the pain
I'm no longer strong
So should taking my life
Be considered all that wrong?

I don't even care anymore
My hearts bruised black
My life is slipping
And I'm not turning back