At Night

I lay awake at night,
thinking,
I'm thinking of all the times we spent together,
how they went,
and how i wish they had went.

I'm thinking: would things be different , would we still be a we.

Thinking why did i do this to myself,
I haven't been truly happy since and its my own fault.

I compare them all to you,
I'm thinking: if this is how i feel then why did i do something so stupid.

*&&*tell me what you honestly think*&&*