XxLost Beyond Ability to be FoundxX

The questions who am i, and why am i here
Quickly race threw my mind, a sense of real
Now faded, the Real me now lost in all this fakeness

Deep beneath the clothes, hair, n makeup
Beneath the fake smile just beneath skin somewhere deep down
There's me, the real me that was lost so many years ago

lost, missed, and almost forgotten who am i
Before a mirror I can't see it, Deep in my eyes i can't tell it
The real me that is, I honestly can't tell you who i am

This makes me sick, but also very frightened
a loss of Identify, Reality, and some what mind
Lost in a world with no true self nor feelings

I could search deep within me for the rest of time
Buts its useless it's lost beyond ability to be found