As i lay in my bed,
Thinking,
Thinking.
Thinking of what tomorrow will bring.
Or thinking about my life.
Thinking about him still being here with me.
Thinking hes still alive,
Wishing he was still alive.
Hating myself because i couldn't help!
I couldn't help that one night.
As i lay in my bed.
Wondering,
Wondering.
Is he in a better place,
Is he watching over me?
Is he giving me a leg horsey ride,
In his mind.
Does he want to be here with me,
Or does he want to stay away.
I want him here,
But hes in a better place.
He will always be in my heart
